Over the last few days, i keep thinking "i should put that on my blog". did i do it? obviously not. i read yesterday that the brightest people are the worst procrastinators. I have decided that is me.
Had a big snow day(s) this weekend. It started to snow on Friday afternoon and kept going throughout the day on Saturday -- probably 6" or so in total. it was so pretty and the girls loved it. we sledded, played in it, etc. lots of fun.
Olivia told me she "had a tough day" today -- then started giggling non-stop. She is such a funny girl.
I am struggling with eating (again) -- just junk, junk, junk. My biggest problem is chocolate. i am just eating out of boredom, which isn't good. I need to ramp up my talking to myself. I work out too much/too hard to waste my effort. i am cancelling out all that effort. I know i can do it and i feel so much better when i just eat well. I need to just get all the crap out of the house and be done with it. If it isn't there, i don't eat it (well, sometimes i do go to the store for junk). no more brownies (or batter), no more diet cokes (even caffeine free), etc. i can eat chocolate, but need to just limit to my low-cal snacks, which are just as good. watching the biggest loser right now (with the sound off, can't stand the whining) so must be feeling large. i really, really, really want to wear a bathing suit and not be embarrassed this summer. My upper bod is looking great, just that genetic lower bod that isn't so impressive. will try to recommit.
on another, totally unrelated note, i have two job opps i am looking at interally. one is the SE marketing leader (my good friend Alain is the deputy and front-runner), the other is industry marketing leader. I am tending to want the latter because i can continue to be flexible in location, which i like. Both are director-eligible, which is a plus. i would not have any marketing leaders reporting to me with the industry job, since i am not a director yet. that would be the main disconnect. However, i would retain my TMT leader role for now, if i take on that role. Would relinquish my india role -- have mixed feelings about that. we'll see.
